how could you? i mean really, sneak up on me like this…after everything i let you back and crept up on me like a fuckin ninja and made me feel like shit again. the feeling just won’t go away…you’re like the plague…when i feel like im alright i get hit with this awful feeling again. last night i wanted to burn myself. I wanted to turn on my flat iron and lay it on my skin so i can feel the pain of burning flesh. i hate feeking like this