i’m ready to move past my pain that has been supressin for the last two years. im tired of it im tired of it ruining the most amazing thing that has happened to me since slice bread.

you hurt me so bad you can’t even begin to see it.

you raped me.

you emotionally abused me.

i thought i loved you.

i thought you could change

i was wrong.

you took advantage of me and everyone that was important to me

you nearly ruined everything friendship i ever had with everyone that i loved

i chose you over my family. (who does that?)

i forgive you, but im not going to forget what you are to me.

just a boy. just a boy that needed some kind of affirmation from someone that wasn’t his family. someone that need just as much attention as you cos like me i can be just as toxic. like you i lead myself to believe that i needed you in my life, that i couldn’y breathe without you.

you made me chose between you and my sister, my best friend…

it’s been two years, you still haunt me…why? what is it that you want? i don’t want you here anymore and yet here you are baiting me, taunting me, badgering, belittle me…see my point yet?

no? okay here’s it is…”FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU AND EVERYTHING YOU EVER DID OR CLAIMED YOU DID FOR ME.”

this is my final closure of you and any little thing of you. i’m done with you.