so new apt, new bf, new life or a step is more like it…so i’ve decided to go back or get back into shape again. learn to eat better and take care of myself again. cos earlier around last year i was starving myself to fit into the family i was staying with i was told i was ‘big’ or ‘extra meat’ so or ‘look like a whale’ and that brought me back to being in high school again about my weight. now, im not thin and i’m not fat. i personally thnk my size is fine the way it is. but since i am about to hit 30 next year…*grumble* it’s time for me to take care of myself more and learn to live a healthy lifestyle. so today is my first day to getting back onto the saddle…wish me luck!