right now as the start of my week, i finally get paid from working at spirit and prolly my last check from them so i’m flippin happy as hell going to the bank to deposit it and i find out that my checking account has been closed off due to a negative balance. ive had a negative balance for quite sometime but i was making deposits to get it back down to zero and have sme money in my account. unfornately chase didnt think so. so i was forced to make a deposit into my sasvings account,which everything in on a hold until i hear from the bank so i can flippong pay of my negative balance and move on with my life. then to make matters worse afshari calls me on my new number and of course i know who gives him my number (fuckin joe…i’m going to slash his tires on his new car) and asks me where the money i owe them. i was suppose to pay the termination fee of 200 to them, i told them friday i should be getting paid. obviously that didn’t happen. when it comes to money my birth mother becomes a money grubbing whore, so i had to tell him the best excuse…”i’m having trouble with my bank i can’t get it to you right now….” with adding “i’m going to mail it cos i’m not going to be able to come into the store”

only to add of it was a great way to start my fuckin week off. over the weekend krystle goes into barnes and noble to find out about my hiring status, ad tells me the manager is there and to call. so i call twice actually and one manager tells me there are still evaluating and he’ll call me in a bit. two days goes by and i make another call to another manager the one that interviewed me and she tells me they just filled the postion…wtf…and to top it off i get a consolidation card from them saying the same thing if they called me. fml

now i have to wake the bank first thing in the morning then figure out my finance situatuion, i mean i have fuckin bills to pay right now, i can’t have this really not now, and being jobless sucks monkey balls…i still want to fly home and visit, and visit granny…and maybe possibly still plan my trip to freakin europe because i promised myself i would do it. oh yea and move home…FML