i’m too damn nice for my own good. when i think im doing the right thing, i end jeopardizing myself, my own mental stability. its been almost a year from where i was last year…

holy shit…things have changed. everything i ever knew was falling down on me and i didnt know how to stop or fix it. i was overwhelmed with everything in my life. on e year later i havent completely lost it…its safe to say i have grown alot now. i took myself out of my comfort (again.) and dropped myself in a area that i was treading very lightly. actually i didnt tread at all, i just ran right through it…and no one on this side to the country was prepared for it. i’m different.

i’m proud of who i am, i think ive gotten softer, to an extent, however my wall is up again. like tiff said come hell or high water, people have to beat down the wall if they want in. it eventually crumbles…