where i want to be in ten years…

i dont want to feel pain anymore

be married

happy

stop hating myself

learn to love my life

not be afraid

acceptance with myself

i fucked up a math final and im fuckin infuriated. brandon tried to help but all i got was frustrated and i wanted to kill

within the last two years things i never thought would happen:

I learned walk away from awful things

had my heart broken

move away

learn to start over

hike a 4000ft mountain

go swing dancing

go snowboarding (again.)

ride a train to another place

fall in love and be in love

get up on stage and sing

teach myself to wakeboard

trust.

love myself

ride a jet ski

go to a soccer game

go to nfl team practice

meet one of my idols ( pro snowboarder jamie lynn)

put together my first skate deck

have my best friend/sister back

wow. it’s been an interesting ride